hey! so this weekend turned out to be so awesome! i went out last night to a rugby team party. the rugby players are SO BUFF and they are huge and some take steroids and basically are my type - body builders :) so hot... ok so i was getting drunk and having an awesome time dancing and this girl i'm friends with started pushing me against the wall to make out with me. i have never done this before and it was really bizarre, but she wanted other guys to get impressed i guess, and i was too small to fight back (she's 5'10!) so i just kind of let her. it was weird. yeah...anyway. then she pulled me and these 2 guys into a bedroom and locked the door and immediately started blowing one of the guys. i freaked out and tried to get out and she was like, "no no don't leave!" hahaha seriously guys it was the weirdest situation i have ever been in, but finally i escaped! thank goodness..haha. anyway i am not mad at her, i assume she was wasted so it's ok.
then i ran into this HUGE guy kendall who i made out with once last year, and he is REALLY HOT AND JACKED :) and he was flirting and stuff and so we went into this room with this other cute guy julian and did cocaine. it was awesome. kendall and i were hooking up and i felt on top of the world. i felt so awesome and confident and hot, and i just wanted to dance but kendall wanted to have sex... anyway i didn't have sex (still afraid to let it go lol) but i really wanted to, so that was a step i suppose. and kendall told me i have great lips and he was super cute about it, which was so unlike him because he is such a frat boy, typically american coke-head steroid-body-builder type. but so hot. so yeah, that was fun :)
then tonight i was working on a group project with these 2 girls and this one girl who mutters everything she says and is literally retarded had to go early, leaving me and this gorgeous girl B. B and i ended up having like a 5 hour heart to heart about our body issues and stuff. she's my height so we were like comparing weights and bones and stuff. it was so weird how open we could be and we barely knew each other. it was kind of like this blog, but real life. so that was nice :)
well i hope your weekends were fun and wonderful, and let's have a great strong week! i love you guys <3
