compliments

I was talking to this guy I have had a crush on for awhile (the one with the baby....I know I shouldn't) today and when I stood up he said to me, "whoaa you are so skinny, you need to eat something" and then I felt good for the first time in a long time... even though I protested and argued with him like "I eat SO MUCHHHH you have no idea!!!" I can't wait to lose even more weight, I feel like it's all I have. I need this inner world, you know?